Of course it was my fault. I eagerly anticipated this.
I had it on order for a long time. I finally received it. It felt good in the hands, as all Archipelago books do. I read a page or two, furtively, at work.
My anticipation to dive right in heightened, but since really diving in to a book while sitting at my desk at work is impossible I stoked my anticipation by googling M. Cartarescu, just to see what he looked like. Oh no not this fucking guy again. I remembered the face but not the name. Of course it was my fault. I eagerly anticipated this. I had it on order for a long time.
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I finally received it. It felt good in the hands, as all Archipelago books do. I read a page or two, furtively, at work. My anticipation to dive right in heightened, but since really diving in to a book while sitting at my desk at work is impossible I stoked my anticipation by googling M. Cartarescu, just to see what he looked like. Oh no not this fucking guy again. I remembered the face but not the name.
How could I have spent so much time eagerly squirming in anticipation of reading this book when I had had such a disastrous experience with his Nostalgia not that long ago? Answer: it was so disastrous I hid the book away in a closet and expunged the experience from my memory, and I was so easily seduced by the promotional squibs promising proliferating gothic urban dreamscapes, hidden passageways, mind-bending descriptions, imagination galore, etc., by the very fact that the dude is Romanian (I even remember thinking when I first saw this book 'maybe this is the guy I wanted the dude who wrote Nostalgia to be'). What a bumbling bad memory erasing idiot I am! I do not like Mircea Cartarescu. I do not like Mircea Cartarescu. Free download plugin alien skin eye candy 4000 v40.
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I do not like Mircea Cartarescu. I do not like Mircea Cartarescu. I do not like Mircea Cartarescu. Maybe now I'll remember. I am not saying that he is not a good writer. In fact I think he is a very fine writer. What I object to is what consider his inauthentic imagination.
His use of the imagination is like a parody of the imagination, as if he's trying so hard to be Mr. Bad Dreams, Mr. I Wish I Was Born Bruno Schulz But Since I Wasn't I Will Fill Up Page After Page With My Dark Labyrinthine Dreams So That Maybe Readers Will Be So Inundated By My Obviously Fertile Imagination That They Will Assume It Must Be Authentic. Thing is I still want to like this guy because I like what he represents - the darkness, the Romanianness, the crowded urban nightmares - and I actually liked the first few pages, before the cheap dark dream storm hit. I just wish he would stop 'representing' and start 'being'.
No rating because I did not get too far before abandoning. Cred ca e foarte greu sa descrii o carte ca asta in termeni normali. Prima oara am crezut ca citesc o tampenie. Am trecut la parerea diferita ca citesc ceva scris de un om cu foarte, foarte multa minte. In final, am ajuns la concluzia ca citesc o ciudatenie - una care imi placea. Limbajul cartii a fost cel care m-a surprins foarte tare.